all it took was just a moment . and i got attracted



ade:s @ Monday, May 07, 2007

look closely, there aint no fotoshop effect of duplicates.
come on now, round of applause and tell me, shiok mah?

ade:s @ Monday, May 07, 2007





i;m home fellows!yipeeee..shiok til i want to die
what i did all day? shop shop shop shop
shop til i want to mati...

and yes, i mati for 1 and 1/2 days
laid in bed like a dead rat
why?cozz of food poisoning.
do you know how bloody bad it is?
i lao sai every hour for 5 times and i puked like a merlion.

if not for the food poisoning, i will shop til i shiok shiok
knn ccb..i will never ever eat food from there anymore
i swear i will bring instant cup noodles or something.
confirm, guarentee and chop chop chop

ade:s @ Sunday, May 06, 2007

" if you love something, let it go
if it comes back to you, its yours
if it doesn't, then it never was."

* and i suppose that was prolly the reason why..
why you re-appeared, seven long years later..

ade:s @ Thursday, May 03, 2007

my evil twin (:

lil bro + me + lil cousiee, cia

the power of reflections *

snap, snap, i still love us best!

altogether now *

ade:s @ Tuesday, May 01, 2007







ade:s @ Monday, April 30, 2007







ade:s @ Sunday, April 29, 2007




cut the crap, face up to reality

with regards to jas;s blog on preschool teachers.

seriously, from my point of view, i have never ever thought that preschool teachers have so much to give/sacrifice.when i was young, all i remembered was the couple of hours to school staring at the teacher blankly and then be thrown with activity books and left alone to write and repeat the same word a zillion times.but now,i ought to comment:preschool teachers aint what they were yesterday//so people out there who know nuts, stop thinking you know it all.cozz for a fact, you dont.honestly, look at yourself in the mirror and stare straight at yourself in the eye.ask yourself, just how well do you even know yourself to a point where you can freely go around and criticize someone else and their job.

no,i;ve never said being a preschool teacher is like the most fantastic job that one should make a hoo-haa over it.in fact,i;d like to take it as a very respectable job.let me re-emphasize on the word: RESPECTABLE.

yes,jas love.i get people questioning my ability on whether i really can handle/teach kids and all that nonsense.its not an ability, let me correct that.its about patience, endurance and understanding.yes,i admit,i am someone who goes around speaking singlish and yes, i spout vulgarities as if no one;s listening.but when in front of the kids, i dont talk like how i talk to my bunch of lovey darling pals..so then,does that make me incapable to educate the future kids?no, i dont think i am incapable.so stop assuming:"you know best".you morons.

say all you want..i have a pathetic pay.yes, i have a very pathetic pay.and seriously,many a times, i feel like walking away from my current job.why?cozz i dont think i am cut-out to be one and especially when i have such low body resistance and i am so prone to catching the common coughs/flu from the kids.i get sick so often, the money i earn is spent on doctors and medicine.you think its small fry?fuck you.really.the feeling of being sick is bad enough.let alone draggin your feet to work even when you are on MC.you will then ask:"sick then dont go lah, still want to yaya turn up for work?"fuck you again.why?this is about responsibility.if i dont make my trip back to school, what about my kids.a lesson missed causes a difference.trust me.it affects the children.

and to all the many other people who have this statement:"adelene is dumb!she already have a diploma in design and she now have another diploma in preschool teaching?why she so stupid,dont go further to persue university?she waste time lor, stupid woman!" written all over your face, let me enlighten you..

from my perspective, i dont think life is about going to uni and getting a bachelor in something or to major in something.why?let me ask you the simplest question of all.."how many people spend so many years studying and finally getting into uni with a bachelor and come out to the world, finding a job that deals with what they have studied?" i tell you most solemnly, i;ve come across way too many people..friends/relatives in this situation.and no, i like to emphasize that i aint condeming unis.i just dont think that studying should be done like a ritual just to persue some certificates.i;d rather do it the hard way--well at least, from it, i gain life experiences from my tough journey.and yes,i admit,i;ve always dreamt of being a uni student but when i sat down and think it through carefully, i asked myself..just how certain i am.especially when i am going to study for another 3-4 years and throwing in a lump sum of money for the fees and graduating and finding a job that is course related to what i;ve learnt.the posibilities:zero.thus i figured,i should be left as i am now..til another phrase of my life comes round and wake me up..

p/s:i;m sorry for the long post but somehow, it just about time..i got this issue off my chest..

ade:s @ Wednesday, April 25, 2007